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A bunch a pictures that motivate me to be an all around better artist.

winter is coming by PatiMakowska
Skull01 by zephyrxavier<da:thumb id="395557676"/> Permission To Land by WishmasterAlchemist
Doll eyes by AshtrayheartRomina
<da:thumb id="379877482"/> Behind the rainbow by Tasa94<da:thumb id="211217840"/>
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   Hey guys! Haven't made a journal in a little (a month to be exact), and just wanted to give a little update on what's going on.
  • I start school in five days so probably won't be uploading a lot; or maybe I will, I don't really know.
  • I have been listening to Panic! at the Disco two newest songs nonstop:This Is Gospel and Miss Jackson. Just, ugh, so good.
  • I have been lazing around a lot and have no excuse for not updating super often.
  • I went to Disneyland recently; and though I wanted to punch some people in the face and there were some long waits it was fun.
   Other than that I've just been on tumblr and thinking about random stuff. I found an interesting saying the other day, "You don't have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body." -C.S. Lewis, and an interesting picture to go with it.
You don't have a soul.You are a soul. by ShyyBoyy

   So yeah, I have a pretty boring life. Anyway I'll talk to you guys some other time.


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This person on tumblr is suicidal, though they agreed not to kill themselves today or tomorrow I want them to know that they have support and a reason to live.
Here's the link to their blog gayloveinthebush.tumblr.com/.
Please just help them realize that they have support and a reason to live.
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   So I hope your fourth of July was better than mine. There was a misfire at the park where the firework was shot off so one firework set off the entire line up of fireworks and there was a giant explosion. Supposedly 14 people were badly injured but the number keeps changing.
   On a different note, sorry I didn't post anything yesterday to celebrate. :iconmonopolyplayer: and I are planning on doing a shoot today so hopefully that will be up later.
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   I don't know where this journal is headed, so just bear with me.

   I just feel compelled to write. I've been meaning to do something on DA but whenever I go to make a journal I kinda shoot myself down and think "Oh it's not that important" and really it isn't but I feel like writing is more productive than staring into space, so here I am.

   First off, school ended. I didn't do as good as I had hoped, but it was my freshman year or as some call it 'the mess up year'. Though I keep reminding myself 'It was just a grade' or 'You'll do better next year' I can't help but bully myself. I didn't even think about it when I was surrounded by my friends, but as soon as I got home and tried to relax these thoughts came into my head:
"You could have done so much better."
"You're going to fail and then what will your future be?"
"You are going nowhere in life because of this."
And so on...
   Yeah I sound like a fun person.

   On a different note, I've had ideas for shoots and such but I either procrastinate or forget about them telling myself that they're 'over done' or 'not creative enough'. So that's why I don't upload often. I may upload another journal later with my ideas and thoughts on them some other time.

   Last thing, is me being a typical teenage girl. I feel like I don't deserve anyone or anything. My easy life, my friends, or the guy that kinda likes me as of the moment. But I'm working on getting over it by telling myself daily that me existing is proof enough that I should be here. "Worrying is just a misuse of the imagination", I don't know who said this quote all I know is that it's written on my wall from when my older sister had the room I'm in and that I'm going to use it to help myself. Hopefully I will get rid of some of my worries and use the little bit of imagination for something more productive.

   Wow, alright I got that off my chest. Anyway I don't want this to end sadly so I'm going to list some good things:
  • It's summer and I don't need to stress.
  • I'm going to Warped Tour.
  • I don't need to rush to do things.
  • I can sleep in.
  • I have plenty of time for photo shoots.
   To quote Gerard Way, "Stay beautiful, keep it ugly."
   Have an awesome summer guys.
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